Poetry Vibes

My Daily

But I wasn’t though, I was thinking do you even know, that on a daily I am losing control, I don’t even know if I go away, would you beg me to stay, I have so many thoughts on a daily, I feel like I am stepping outside of my body, My mirror sessions seem to not be helping with this depression, Self diagnosing like I’ve had medical school lessons, I need something right now, The pressure I keep on me, got me stressing out and all I can do is go down for the count, I’m thinking about talking to you, but then again what can that do, I guess I should go away, I’m tired of the scene on my face not being seen and nobody knowing what I need, It’s like everyone is blind to me, I remember when I used to be down on my knees praying to a sky-daddy, Waiting for him to come and save me, Now I am still here with the same things, It’s like my world is moving slow and to be honest I don’t even know, Where does someone like me go, tears only stain as they fall from my face, I thought I was someone’s good grace, Walking around with a fake smile to displace others disrespectfully invading my space, Been played so many times, that I know no-one really wants me for sho’, Is this what they call pain and I know my life isn’t anybody’s right now, The heartache is turning into shame, and every time I close my eyes I am wired to stay awake, I am breaking down as I try to find a solution from this path I am on right now, Why am I so closed off, My pride won’t let me show how soft I am becoming when I get played by another one, Can’t someone tell I am hurting inside, I’m sure not, because I see how replaceable I be, Hopefully one day soon the resolution will grant me internal peace and I can go on and do for me…

10/16/2021

Won't Waste It

Always on my mind, thinking of ways I can make you smile, I love to see that light in your eyes, Light skin that I want to touch with the tip of my fingers, Thick lips that entice the desire to kiss you gently, Just to feel you in my arms warms me from head to toe, As the sound of your sultry singing voice gets me moist, I have you locked in the long term memory, so when I reflect on you, I think about the times I would get you going in one, two, three, point five seconds, Never would I want to waste your time, For when I am with you I can't get enough, You take my mind to so many different places, that all I want to do is keep showing you my many variations of my style, But nothing is greater than your day, so enjoy these words I set as my say...

05/01/2017

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